So.

The thing about being sick is that you always feel so much better after you get well, remembering just how much you appreciate your health. I can't wait for that day right now. Blehhh.

Cynical.

I feel cynical today. For the past week in fact. I can't seem to pick out anything good, just the bad. It kind of sucks. Just seeing people for what they are wrong for makes me uneasy. Bleh. More to come.

Stuck.

As much as we love to hate our jobs, school, etc. It's good. I'm bored. 

Keeps the brain going and right now I'm in a fog.

I'm looking forward to school in the fall.

Yeah :)

Back.

And I'm wondering what to do. I finished "A Case For Faith". Really good theologically sound writing. I really have nothing more to say. Maybe besides ... never mind.

Hiatus/Vacay.

I'll be back in a week for all of my, um, one follower(s)

So

I feel good today.

Lets fall short

Stopping the meds today. Personal decision. I feel ok about it though, because

a) even if I stop Chick-Fil-A is still responsible for anything that happens

b) there's no sure bet I'll be in safe waters, I could still have it

c) the doctor said the meds should have been taken day 1

d) I have peace. God gave me peace.

Still have to draw blood though. That isn't cool ... almost passed out in the examination room, and then I threw up. Just jolly stuff (not). I'll try not holding my breath next time.

God is with us.

TMI

So second doctors visit. I 1) am three seconds away from totally passing out and 2) I throw up. I hate this. I could stop the medications at any time with no problem but I couldn't help but think what would happen if I would just take one more dose ... maybe that will be the one to stop what I potentially have. So with my mind spinning in circles and my stomach squirming every which way, I bid you farelwell (goodnight, I'm definitely not leaving).