untitled prayer #1

So God, here's my life. A selfish mind in need of cleaning, because being this way makes me sick. Literally. Wash it clean and focus it solely on you. Because you deserve all of me, not just the parts I'm willing to sacrifice. Make me willing to sacrifice all of me, not just when it's convenient or the right thing to do. Help me reject apathy and let the world see you through me. I find it a blessing when people come up to me and ask me what's so different about me. 

Help me want to bless others. I still have this shell, this box I'm surrounded by. Give me a soft heart for the broken, the hungry, the lost. Let money never be my safety net or my guide, rather take it and use it to your will, because it was never mine in the first place. Wrap me in your love, a love like no other, a love that no one else can match or surpass. Because you are the only one that can fill the deepest voids of my heart, revive my soul and refresh my spirit. restore the joy of your salvation, one that no other can give. 

Don't ever let me take you for granted, because you are the way, the truth and the light.