In an instant, life changes. One minute I'm a happy healthy 18 year old, the next minute I could be headed down a path of destructive diseases such as HIV/AIDS or hepatitis due to picking up a piece of plastic off the floor which ended up being a needle. So God really slowed me down, saying "hey look who's in control"? He is. I can't be. He will always have more control than me, even though at times it's so easy to forget.
So as this year progresses, I'll be waiting on the Lord. I start a month of heavy drugs today, and a definite year of abstinence. I've known all my life I've wanted to stay pure till marriage, but this is the cherry on top. Even having a chance of giving someone something that I have a chance of having, I would never rest well. So abstinence it is.
I will wait on you, Lord.
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