Being the age that I am, I am finding it continuously hard to see the big picture for what God has in my life. I feel as if I see it all through blinders ... just seeing what's coming at me from the front, and no time to react to what's coming at me from each side. So in the fear of the unknown, I just feel lost. Like life won't turn out right, and that I'll end up living with my parents for the rest of my life and always being dependent on someone, something. Now don't get me wrong I want more than anything to be happily married, but I need independence from my family, the ones that raised me. And they need their independence just as much as I do.
Two biggest fears.
Fear of never gaining independence.
Fear of never finding my 2nd true love.
I shall never fear my 1st love will abandon me, betray me, hurt me, or tear me down, because he is my savior, God and King. My second love references to a husband no less. I would really like to find him someday.
Kels -- I can assure you that if you continue to keep your priorities in line and ask for your First Love to direct you that you will have what you ask for. You are a beautiful woman of God, and I encourage you to stay close to Him as you grow.
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