um.

So a little bit off my rant. I hate feeling belittled by people that I care about. There is a difference from constructive criticism and belittlement. I accept constructive criticism gladly. Belittlement is a frustration. Yes these are words you hear all the time .... "God made me unique, you unique, it makes us each as special as the rest". Sigh. Stop putting yourself on a pedestal and thinking that picking on a vulnerable and easily beaten down person like me will make you feel any better. God won't allow it to work that way.

I'm bitter at the moment. With God's help I can fight my way through this. With mans help ... But wait ... there is no help to be found within man. So by God's strength alone I shall find comfort and rest.

Amen.